I am full of tears, but have no energy to cry

No real reason. Nothing has happened, but I am full of sadness, emptiness and doom.

I would love to have a good cry and release this really horrible empty heaviness, but it is not moving. It is just staying there all gloomy and ruining my lovely Botoxed face.

I feel exhasperated.

A colleague who told another colleague they could come back to school with Covid (I am vulnerable) and announced to the department that is is fine nowadays, and even their GP sister can go to work with it.

Not sure it has bothered me because it is blatant lie and wasting my energy googling it…

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No, UK General Practitioners (GPs) with COVID-19 symptoms should stay at home and not go to work, as advised by professional guidance. If they are well enough, they should work from home, and if they become unwell at work, they must go home immediately. 

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…or because I feel they were intentionally trying to be unkind. Which makes me sad. Why do people do that? Doesn’t that make you feel crappy afterwards? I remember people I was horrible to as a child and think about it A LOT. It eats away at me.

Being nice is a much calmer and more peaceful life.

FYI I am not always nice, I am often stroppy and grumpy (mainly to my lovely husband)