Menopause Tea and Posh Vagina Cream

Back at work, post op and on my new medications - HRT - girl gel (morning), boy tablet (before bed) -and medical cannabis.

I am very conscious that some people have NO IDEA what is happening to me, and sense that lots of others do. The same feeling you have after giving birth to your first baby - they know that I know.

I need people. My darling mother died in 2014 and I need to talk menopause, something I honestly am completely clueless about.

Why does no one ever talk about it? Either I am completely oblivious, which is highly likely, or it is one of those ‘taboo’ topics that my generation has not yet normalised.

Medical Cannabis is utterly brilliant, I am excited to work - my husband is my chauffer. I have energy, I feel happy, excited, so many new things.

Nature is louder and more beautiful than normal and I am immersed in positivity and peace, with a new mission;

Missions so far;

-bring back Flower Power

-spread positivity

-make people smile

-normalise Menopause

Decided to start a group for (peri) menopausal women and supportive men and asked lots of companies to support us, sending us information and free samples. Already had a super positive response, receiving menopause tea for the group and posh vagina cream.

I have found a spot at work at the end of a short space near my room that continously blasts out a tunnel of cold air.

Wore summer clothes knowing I was going to have blasting hot moments, then I was freezing because it was freezing. Lovely group members with more experience gave me a very important dressing tip. Wear layers. I am now becoming an expert super speed un’layer’er.

HRT going well. Bought a bulk load of different lubricants. Using ‘tingly’ even when I do not actually need it. It is great!

I am very happy. I know that previously stressful people are trying to invade my happy sparkle. Too late…I have lost all my fucks.

I am having a lovely time